i wish none of you could ever feel the way i do right now. im sick. my family life is shit. my best friend doesnt want to be there anymore. its sad when people feel bad and cant put that aside for a friend in need. she says i pity myself most even when i dont have to. she thinks im selfish self absorbed. all i wanted was a little more love but she felt too bad about the given situation to even try. she claims she tried but it wasnt anything. i wish there was someone who could love me enough to put these things aside. i need someone who can at least, right now that im so weak make me feel like im an exception.
i wish you all a wonderful night and i hope that nobody is as sad as i am.